So a lot has happened in a few days.
I feel like this blog has become a syphon of my horrible emotions. I don't want this to be a live journal or a rant site, so please forgive me while I get this out of my system.
I had a major disappointment hit me recently. I won't be anywhere near my Snuggle and we don't have anywhere to snuggle for an entire summer. Originally there were arrangements... and in one day it fell apart. I feel like I did last summer: alone, sad, upset, and emotional. It happens to you when get close to someone and have to be seperated for a long period of time. And the worst is that I know how desperate time together gets and how sad it makes me to have no way to be together without supervision. (We are older than 16 year-olds...)
I got my grades back and it was the first good news I've had in a while. I actually managed to pass and increase my GPA to a 3.0 (a huge leap from the 2.0's)!!! Yay!!! At least I didn't completely mess up.
Work has been boring as usual, but I've been feeling sick, tired, and moody lately. I don't know whats the matter besides the fact I'm exhausted... and there is no cure for that besides bed rest.
I kinda wish I could break my legs for a month or something. That would give me a break. :-)
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