Internally Struck

Extreme heat.

Back away.

Too close.

Too much.

My blood races.

The sheets are scattered.

Beads drip down my forehead.

Only breathing through the mouth.

My nose screams.






Then quietly...
A Chill...
Coldness...
First my feet...
Then my legs...
My hands...
My arms...
Shivering...
Trying to breath...
Only gasps...
Pulling at my last sheet...
Convulsions...
So cold...
Must stay warm...
Reaching to my side...
Nothing there...
Diagonal lines...
Shear winds...
Beyond bumps of fright...
Chattering teeth...
Coldness...
Aloneness...
Fingerless...
Memoriless...
No feelings left...
Just cold...
So cold...
Please hold me...
Nothing left behind my eyes...
Pop them out...
Shread off my face...
No breathing...
Except by the mouth...
A hoarse rasp...
Stuttering in the air...
So cold...
Need heat...
Need sleep...
Need to breath...
Help me...
Choke your name as I fight...
Choking...
Choughing...
Fluid...
Coldnesses...
Drugs...
My body remains unaffected...
Please help...
Sleep...
Warmth...
Hold me...
Please...
Now...
Like an addict...
I want it...
So much more...
No movement...
No growing...
Only fighting...
In my head...
Escape me...
SSsssssslllllleeeeeeeeeepppppppppp...

Ccccoooolllllddddd...

IIIIIiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii...

Wwwwaaaannnntttt...

Mmmmyyyyyy...

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